..mengenalimu..

Mengenalmu, aq belajar erti kesabaran dan cara mengendalikan emosi. Ketenanganmu meruntuhkan ego dan kerasnya hati ku.

Mengagumimu, semangat dan keteguhanmu dalam meraih mimpi mengingatkanku akan mimpi-mimpiku.

Menyayangimu. Aq mengenal erti ketulusan, kelembutan hati dan memberi tanpa dipaksa. Hanya ingin memberi. 

Mencintaimu, aq tahu bagaimana hidup berkongsi. Dunia akan lebih indah kalau kita mahu berkongsi. Aq belajar percaya dan menerima orang lain seadanya . Yang terpenting, aq tahu apa itu cinta dan bagaimana mencintai.

Melepaskanmu, aku belajar bahawa cinta bukanlah segalanya. Walaupun kadang-kadang masih ada keinginan untuk bersama, mungkin aq akan lebih bahagia. Tapi..cinta bukanlah suatu bebanan. Dan aq tidak mahu membebankan sesiapapun. Cinta bukan penghalang kemajuan. Cinta, cita, harapan dan mimpi, semua boleh berjalan beriringan. Asal kita mahu dan percaya.

Menunggumu, aq mengerti erti kesabaran. Bukan itu saja, aq mengerti erti dan kuasa sang waktu. Kini aq belajar berserah, bukan bererti pasrah.

Aq menanti tanpa mengharap lebih. Aq menunggu tapi tidak menutup kesempatan untuk sesuatu yang baru. Biar semua dijawab oleh takdir dan sang waktu. Apa kata hatimu??

Thanks for  everything

p/s : note for myself n my hubby(afiqamirul)

to my hubby : ingat tau sy owez syg,cinta,rindu,percaya,setia n tggu awk..xoxo..MUAH..dont noty2 kat sane n take care..

...friend or enemy...

the enemy of my enemy is my friend

Maybe everything that written here seems its juz an obsessed, anger or just bcoz my broken pride. But i wouldnt care about that. i know this isnt bout heart anymore. But pride, trust and friendship. It isnt about heart, bcoz my heart was killed at the time when she insulted me. And im the kind of person who keep my pride most. This isnt bout heart because my heart was died at a same time when she broke my trust. And im the kind of person who hold the trust as very important thing in any of relationship in my life. It isnt about heart but friendship. Bcoz im the kind of person whose value the friendship as my precious things. And as far as i know a friend would never never betray their friend, stab them from the back or even worse humiliate them. 

i know theres no perfect person juz like no perfect  friendship. Sometimes we made mistakes. Sometimes friends fight and have quarrel each other. To be a friend doesnt means we are always in same opinion and way. Bcoz everyone  have their own mind, their own way of thinking, their own life, their own problem, their own destiny. And we cant compare someone to the others. But true friend always comeback even after everything happen. And they will laugh and cry together after realized their own mistakes and stupidity. For me, friendship is as precious as love, or maybe more. And im wondering now do we are really a friend? Or maybe you’re my friend just in my imagination? Just like im in a desert. And I see theres water at the end of the road. But nothings real. That just fatamorgana.

Sometimes, we think we know someone. Actually not. Sometimes we think that person already knew who you are. But in real, nothing at all. Bcoz everyone use their own mask to cover their own self.

True friend is someone who knew everything about you, even your weakness and still loves you . True friend is someone who will accept you just the way you are. True friend is someone who are always be with you in your good or bad situation. Not someone who just uses you in the way they need to. And when they don’t need you, they will leave you and treat you just like garbage.

...salam maulidur rasul..

I would like to wish Salam Maulidur Rasul to all my friends.....

Semoga kita dapat menghayati sirah-sirah Rasulullah yg boleh diambil pengajaran dan pedoman.... 

Jadikan Rasulullah sebagai the first 'role model' kita ye..... 

...get it right...

assalamualaikum

entry aq ni cite tentang hidup aq skunk ni..cite tentang aq yg nk cari jalan yang di redhai oleh Nya..

hmm,lau nk tau..kalau kite berdoa tu senang je..aq yang xtau bahasa Arab nih lafaz je gune bahasa malaysia,kire nye lafaz je ape yang terlintas di hati..semua tu kan ilham Allah..mintak n nyatakan papew je,kire wat recite daily journal gtu..cite ape yang kite dh jalankan, ape yang dh kite sesalkan, ape yang dh kite syukurkan n ape yang kite harap d ampunkan..cite tentang sesuatu harapan untuk kite berubah atau mengubah atau harapan kite tok masa hadapan yang indah..just simply talk to Him..Dia kan sentiasa mendengar sebab Dia Maha Mendengar..no matter how u say it, no matter when n where, no matter what..doa tu kire wireless la n coverage dia masuk satu universe..

to my love ones, (arfieq armyrule),hmm...sorry for what have i done, i hope that i can start again with my faith shaken so i can go back n undo this..sy x paksa p sy cuma minta..i like u n i really really like u..i just want u give us a chance, we will change for good, for u n for me..FOR US..i hope we will get stronger and wiser to get through this..sy pernah sukakan awk, masih sukakan awk n akan terus sukakan awk sampai bila2 under God's will..sy pernah sayangkan awk, masih sayangkan awk n akan terus sayangkan awk sampai bila2 under God's will..

ya Allah, please forgive us for the wrong we have done

ya Allah, give us another chance to prove that we can pass

ya Allah, please guide us and protect us along the straight path

ya Allah, we know we can make it and one day we will be heaven with You