asaalamualaikum
this post special for someone n i wanna say sorry for everything that have i done
u know..i though i was over it..i thought i didn't care..i thought it didn't matter to me anymore..but i think i have jz lying to myself more than i should...now i honestly feel like nothing..i dont feel worthless but i dont feel like im anything..i just know that there's something missing, something massive, thats making me unhappy and im struggling against all hell to figure out what..i need a change..i cant keep feeling like this all the time..i jz want to tell u that i dont like being me anymore.
now im in terrible thoughts
im jz thinking bout life i guess..im totally serious that i miss u..and i really miss us...and i miss being with u and having u to fall back on...i miss having u as my boyfriend and as long as u r willing to try, so i will...i really fell in love with our relationship...but now i realize that it cant be to fell in love with our relationship anymore..
as u wish..let us just be a friend..i jz gotta go with the flow and let everything work out for itself..let life live, u know how it goes..
hi Arefiq let us be a friend and be friendly together and just having a friendly time in our new friendship. :))