...friend or enemy...

the enemy of my enemy is my friend

Maybe everything that written here seems its juz an obsessed, anger or just bcoz my broken pride. But i wouldnt care about that. i know this isnt bout heart anymore. But pride, trust and friendship. It isnt about heart, bcoz my heart was killed at the time when she insulted me. And im the kind of person who keep my pride most. This isnt bout heart because my heart was died at a same time when she broke my trust. And im the kind of person who hold the trust as very important thing in any of relationship in my life. It isnt about heart but friendship. Bcoz im the kind of person whose value the friendship as my precious things. And as far as i know a friend would never never betray their friend, stab them from the back or even worse humiliate them. 

i know theres no perfect person juz like no perfect  friendship. Sometimes we made mistakes. Sometimes friends fight and have quarrel each other. To be a friend doesnt means we are always in same opinion and way. Bcoz everyone  have their own mind, their own way of thinking, their own life, their own problem, their own destiny. And we cant compare someone to the others. But true friend always comeback even after everything happen. And they will laugh and cry together after realized their own mistakes and stupidity. For me, friendship is as precious as love, or maybe more. And im wondering now do we are really a friend? Or maybe you’re my friend just in my imagination? Just like im in a desert. And I see theres water at the end of the road. But nothings real. That just fatamorgana.

Sometimes, we think we know someone. Actually not. Sometimes we think that person already knew who you are. But in real, nothing at all. Bcoz everyone use their own mask to cover their own self.

True friend is someone who knew everything about you, even your weakness and still loves you . True friend is someone who will accept you just the way you are. True friend is someone who are always be with you in your good or bad situation. Not someone who just uses you in the way they need to. And when they don’t need you, they will leave you and treat you just like garbage.