assalamualaikum
im writing this without any tendention to blame and talking bad about someone in their back..hmm,to be true in front of his eye, not face to face..since there’s very very rarely face to face communication between us in this 3 years i guess.. when i think of this, i just could smile and laugh...no wonder there are so many miscommunication and misunderstanding cz very very rarely communication n i could say that no direct communication.. everything just via inderect communications such as internet, mobile, etc...so let’s me say it virtual relationship n in virtual world, so we could be everything we want...but we cant give too many trust to someone here...n i feel relieve and say “That is just a day dreaming. Thanks God it’s over now. So goodbye my past"..im ready for the next real journey that are waiting for me in the end of the road”.
im writing this not means that im have any revenge or something. it isnt...i wouldnt poissoined my self with that kind of thing. im writing this not to expose my sober cz my cry was over...yes, im hurt n just like when you stab a wood with nails...even you already put those nails back and throw them to the garbage..the wound and the hole still there...until someone at sometimes come and closed them...fill that hole and cure that wound with their true and kind heart.
im writing this with one wish that i could read it again and again...so that i could remember about my mistakes and learn from it...the most important is, i wouldnt do the same mistakes again...maybe others people could learn something from it.
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